HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPYYYYYY.
Feeling so content. I think the astronomical amount of scones, finger sandwiches, champagne, little cakes and earl grey tea i consumed over the course of the afternoon - helped toward this feeling of happiness. We went to a beautiful country house today in Surrey, for a late mothers' day present. (mummar LOVES her afternoon tea and i can safely say I'm following in her footsteps!!) The weather was also definitely in our favour, it was so nice, sitting outside, drinking, eating, chatting about something and nothing. I think we all forget how important it is to actually communicate with the people we love, it's hard to fit it in sometimes - in our busy lives. But after my wonderful afternoon i remembered how much fun i actually have with my siblings and mummy <3
I'm so glad it's the end of term. Well, a bittersweet feeling. As i now have to work and revise as much as my little brain can cope with and more, which i am by no means looking forward to! But so relieved i can now have a lie in, see friends that i have been neglecting and try to balance everything again.
Soooo, sunny. This has also added to my happy mood! As i've stated in earlier posts from like March, I'm so ready for summer, bar the summer outfits (need to start thinking colours rather then, black, navy, brown, black, black and white)... I cannot wait, I'm sure it's gonna be a good one.
I've also realized in the last month or so, that it's so true - we always want what we can't have. I mean, i always knew this but in the last 4weeks it's become so apparent and to be honest I'm so delighted that this happens, shows you just how lucky you are. Even though you rarely realize you're this lucky until it's gone. This probably makes no sense, but to me it does, haha... Basically, I'm glad this feeling of wanting something your not allow to have exists!
Well, I'm a little tired and am excited for my trip up to London tomorrow, hopefully in the sun (wishful thinking? Maybe? Finger crossed!) with some fabulous people i have been neglecting recently.
Off to watch Toy Story 3 ! Gotta love Toy Story possibly the best films ever made.
Hope you've had a well deserved break from the hell-hole of school/work so far! And have a good week(s). I'll try to blog so more as i have so more free time, as yes i've ignored my blog for far too long and I've missed it!
Have a good one.
B x
OVERLOAD. Sums up how i am feeling at this exact moment. With grades, work, coursework, university days and drama practical being rammed even further down my throat i am beginning to go into over drive. I'll save you from the full blown hour long rant i just had to my dear mummar about how i am feeling, and how i feel i won't cope for much longer, let alone get my grades and get into the university of my choice. AAAAH. People don't seem to understand the pressure, i didn't think sixth form would be this intense, i mean i know everyone always says, "the jump from GCSE to A-levels is so high.. blah blah" i didn't actually think it would be like THIS.
So much to think about and do, in such little time. (Haha, says me whilst writing my blog when i could be doing some work! But i haven't blogged for along time, i didn't want to neglect it any longer.) I could just scream, i need a holiday... Now.
Well, apart from drowning in work and thought about the future, i am a happy bunny. Everything seems to be sailing along nicely, at the moment *TOUCH WOOD* eeeek.
Today, was a scary day. Went to Reading University to go and see and speak to people about what uni we wanted to go to and what courses we wanted to do. Was so intense. I came home with about 2454290 persecutors, some clearly VERY ambitious e.g. Edinburgh and some more moderately ambitious, was scary though, the thought that a) i won't be with the people i see everyday anymore. b) that i shan't be living at home anymore c) that i shall be an adult. d) I'm going to have to COOK for myself. e) that this choice of course and university will ultimately change my life. Oh how dramatic that sounds but it's true! Ah.
On a lighter note, i ran into many of my wonderful friends who i didn't expect to see. Which is always a nice surprise, lots of screaming and smiley faces! Hehe.
All of this is making me feel way too old for my liking. Yes i know we all want to be 18 and party and grow up ASAP, but today made me see that it's a scary world and I'm definitely not ready for it yet... Got a few more years, but still. It's coming.
Anyway, i must be off to finish off the rest of my humongous pile of work, most of which is in for Friday. COME ON FRIDAY hurry, hurry.
Oh, I'll try to blog more this week, but no promises, due to work etc.
Hope you have a good one.
B x
PS. Summer is definitely on it's way, yippeee sunshine - oh and look how cute this is, my kiwi has a love heart shaped middle! <3
Feeling so content. I think the astronomical amount of scones, finger sandwiches, champagne, little cakes and earl grey tea i consumed over the course of the afternoon - helped toward this feeling of happiness. We went to a beautiful country house today in Surrey, for a late mothers' day present. (mummar LOVES her afternoon tea and i can safely say I'm following in her footsteps!!) The weather was also definitely in our favour, it was so nice, sitting outside, drinking, eating, chatting about something and nothing. I think we all forget how important it is to actually communicate with the people we love, it's hard to fit it in sometimes - in our busy lives. But after my wonderful afternoon i remembered how much fun i actually have with my siblings and mummy <3 
